Last week I boldly said I was going to start recording myself creating Tea Bag Art. The next day after I declared such a statement I jumped right in and did it. It was uncomfortable but I was proud of myself for following thru.
Then it came time for the reviewing/editing of the tape. OMGoodness...that's when the real fear shit began! I was so judgmental of myself. I didn't like the way my hands looked. I thought I seemed unsure about drawing. My voice was uninteresting. I didn't like the way I blabbered during the recording. The list goes on and on and on. I almost reverted to doing a shot of whiskey just to finish. (just kidding about the whiskey!!) It has taken me almost 8 days to muster up the courage to share the link.
Soon I will press the "Publish" button. I will have faced that fear head on. And you know what...POOF... it will be gone! On to the next one. There are many blessings from stepping out of your comfort zones.
You did it!!! How do you feel? The video is awesome and you are WAY too hard on yourself friend. So proud of you!!!
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