Tuesday, March 11, 2014
I Choose Love
This morning I woke up with a case of the "blahs". There was no special reason that I could think of but I had them anyway. After I sat around for a while I wanted to change things up a bit. I decided to intuitively create. I went into my studio and turned some music on, really loud. Usually I create in silence because I enjoy the solitude. I got a piece of watercolor paper and wrote how I was feeling on the entire page. That felt good just to get all that sh*t out of my head. Before long I was slapping paint on the page over my written words. I wasn't even aware of my paint colors. I turned the page sideways and grabbed a marked and wrote in real big letter Balance is the key. Then I ripped pages from a vintage book and tore them into hearts. I painted, sanded and painted again. I took out my charcoal pencil and started to draw and before I knew it an angel had appeared. This was the awesome part!! At that moment I knew, without a doubt, the answer of my blahs. Life is life-it cycles up and it cycles down. No matter what we experiencing we ALWAYS have a choice as to how we will handle it. It boils down to a choice of two - love or fear. I choose love!!